Friday, May 6, 2011

JUST ME AND MY THOUGHTS..

It's Saturday and since am a seventh day adventist, i am supposed to be on church.. but here i am in someone else's bed.. browsing the net and killing time.. am i that horrible? well, i know i am.. i have lost interest in attending church services.. reason? well, maybe primarily due to the unlimited internet connection given by the hospital.... we're a school inside a hospital.. weird right? i know.. they always think that we are a school with a hospital but actually it's the other way around...
where am I ? ah! am talking about my lifeless life.. oh! don't freak out.. am not contemplating on committing suicide.. that's just so lame.. but I've been thinking about this kind of life i'm having.. i don't feel to have anything that interest me anymore.. aside from being a Korean freak addict... 
I've been feeling so down for the last couple of months.. i don't even know how to be free from this feeling.. I'm frustrated and at the same time manic or some kind... oooohhh!!! i don't even know how to express this shit!!!!- sorry for the word...
ah! i'm going really crazy.. 
Are there any free psychologists there?
That can help???? 
I feel it's getting serious now.....

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